See through the clouds

"Even with such a parting of the clouds
I can't see with clarity"

Its still as if a fog is impairing visibility

"Its like when ur in prison and
they take off the cuffs and
your like.. Ok wow I...
Then you realize.."

For the mind plays tricks on us
just as frequently as the eyes
when you see water in the desert
and come to find that there's no oasis

A mirage is what you've experiened
for the motivation of your search
was mostly self-reliance
not completely as it should be
Godly devotion, as well as obedience

So though the clouds have parted
and arthurs aches have subsided
You are left with a sense of foreboding
that comes from "not knowing"

'Faith is an assured expectation'
so most surely there will come a revelation
As you peer upon the "evident demonstration"
the reality of the unseen
will become your determination

So you'll pray for it
believing-
'not doubting..
Like the waves of the sea'

But if lacking in wisdom
then request his spirit
and he will grant you love,
joy, peace, kindness and not
to mention long suffering.